rotiboy's Back

After deserting my blog for some time in order to help myself getting over him, I think I'm finally not clinging over the past any more. So here I am, back to write again.

This could be a delusion of mine, I don't know how but somehow I've come to the conclusion that a relationship that I appreciate, when it's written out before it gets stable, won't end up well. It could be because by writing it out here, I would start to put some kind of expectation and things always tend to go extra bumpy for me when there's too much expectation.

All of this delusion of mine reminds me of the wuwei theory of Taoism. I have not been able to understand how this concept works. So finally there's something I can put into practice in my real life that relates to this concept.

So how am I now? This song pretty much summarises it all.

Posted on 20 August 2012

18 comments:

  1. Anonymous20/8/12 12:56 PM

    Welcome back! It's good to see you again. Miss reading your posts. Hahaha... anyway, life still goes on. Be strong! You have all your blog readers and friends (me included) who love and support you. HUGS...

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  2. Sharks20/8/12 1:32 PM

    Hey you are back!! Miss you...r blog~ haha! No no no brokenhearted, come I give you this one http://youtu.be/Xn676-fLq7I

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    1. rotiboy23/8/12 9:19 PM

      LOL Thank you! The title of the song doesn't really mean how I feel, the lyrics and the mood do. =)

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  3. Da Closet Guy20/8/12 1:39 PM

    Ah.... welcome back!! You are missed (:

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  4. Leo Nut20/8/12 9:08 PM

    Welcome back!! =DD

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  5. J-boy20/8/12 10:48 PM

    Good to see you back ;)

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  6. Jason's Corner20/8/12 11:55 PM

    Yay welcome back!

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  7. Chinese Prick21/8/12 4:06 AM

    WOI! WELCOME BACK!!! Sorry I've been so BZ juggling both work and a new-found relationship that I didn't even have time to respond to your sms. We will catch up REALLY really REALLY soon I pwomise! HUG ling~ling!

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    1. rotiboy23/8/12 9:21 PM

      LOL Knew you've been busy patttoh-ing lah. Thanks!

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  8. Twohornschild3/9/12 7:45 PM

    HEYY!!! didn't realize thet you are back!! Be cool aight? Anyway i must ask....how have you been doing?...really?

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    1. rotiboy4/9/12 12:50 AM

      I thought I wasn't good. But looking at how I am right now, I think I've actually been good. Getting over stuffs takes time. Getting to understand things takes time. Although that song I embedded here is no longer applicable, I'm still alive and living well here.

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  9. JokerPJ4/9/12 11:51 PM

    Welcome back~

    Herm... Maybe should keep relationship off the table... herm~ oh well...

    =D

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