Guy in the Closet

I dunno what i have been doing...

i practically spent the whole day on this site to search, refine the search, more searches, more refining searches to look for the right person.... but no matter how i filter and scan through, how likely is the person i thought 'right' can be the 'right' one for me? talking about naive thinking eh..

i should slap myself awake and force myself to leave this site instead of searching and waiting for replies.. stupidity and naiveness.

so long. life moves on. i have to get back to my real life, wake up from the fairy tales.